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白日出沒的月球 不需要你敷衍的安慰
January 12, 2008

Go to hell with you and your screwed logic. Somehow, I doubt any of your theories may actually work.
I just puked again this morning, so that's two Saturdays in a row. This is bad. The daily stomach cramping is taking a toll on me, I have the impulse to flush the 100+ capsules of antibiotics down the toilet bowl and not touch them again. Who cares about the bacteria living on my fugly face? I don't want to repeat last week's incident of rushing down from the 855 bus just in time to discharge a large amount of gastric juices, it's terrible.
Maybe this just confirmed what you have suspected all along, that I am just a rude, self-deluding freak. But you know what? I do not intend to let my life be wrecked by you. I am a being, a human, so start treating me like one and give me the respect I think I deserve.
I guess the transition between RG and RJ has affected me in many ways, more than I could have ever imagined. I need to get back to my old self, but the problem is, I don't know how. =/
I am sick, sick of being scorned at, being lashed at, being condemned and constantly belittled by you. So what if I am dumb, ugly and fat? As long as I’m happy with my life, I don’t care about such superficial name-calling. And you, being yourself, have to seize the only thing I’m left with and smash it into pieces.



白日出沒的月球 - 蘇打綠 [無與倫比的美麗]

作詞：吳青峰　作曲：吳青峰

我要的只是自在的露水　在夜想走的時候不要扯他後腿
我要的只是適度的嗎啡　在病人該醒時候不要繼續麻醉
我要的只是脆弱的蝴蝶　在山崩地裂時候不要逼我面對
我要的只是堅固的堡壘　在我該躲的時候不要繼續侵略

肉眼看不見的宇宙　白夜黑晝一樣走
夜晚抬頭發現月球　比找到星星的多
而太陽當道時候　光芒徹底遮過月球
月球儘管做得再多　一樣是沒什麼用

我要的只是時機的正確　你的自大自以為只是我的輕蔑
我要的只是累贅的瓦解　你所有真知灼見只是我的可悲
我要的不是爭個錯與對　在我崩潰的時候麻煩請你閉嘴
我要的不是討個是與非　在我無言的時候拜託離開我的視線

肉眼看到的宇宙　迷惑於發光的星球
觀賞的人沒有錯　不能察覺的太薄弱
你照你的方向走　只是不能讓我感受
你認知的理所當然　不適合套用在我

我要的不是敷衍的安慰　用錯的對待反而讓我心情脫軌
我要的不是膚淺的讚美　看不見你心裡是否真的這張嘴臉

沒錯　你說的全都沒錯　別顧　哪個誰怎麼說
你就　活在自己的井中　別看　哪個風怎快活

誰怎麼說　誰怎麼說

沒錯　你說的全都沒錯　別顧　哪個誰怎麼說
你就　照自己愚蠢過活　這樣　走下去絕對不會錯

我想要看見你說的草原　而不是一片遍布荊棘的荒野
我想要看見你種的薔薇　而不是一束枯萎殆盡的花蕊
我想要看見你說的藍天　而不是一道沒有雨水的閃電
我想要看見你落的白雪　而不是一滴融化成血的眼淚

不要拿你的宇宙　一味套在我的地球
我的地球怎麼運走　不見得跟著宇宙
總躲在太陽背後　怎能看見你的臉孔
總是選在白日出沒　誰曉得注意月球
I was extremely gratified when he stood up for me against your excessive verbal abuse, but you had to blame it all on me. What the hell. I hate being your scapegoat, as if merely breathing the air around me deserves to a be a crime.
I love the lyrics of this song. 很有性格，很青峰。:D

I've been blog surfing these days, and I think this song says it all. I know you feel the same, since you are his facsimile.
If, and I think I'm being overly optimistic, if, you begin to see the truth in my words, perhaps it's time for you to attend anger management classes. I am sure they have seen more hopeless cases than yours.


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12:30 PM


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